I have never had greater deliberation on pressing that
“send” button than I had yesterday at 11:07 am. I am not sure why- I had been
intending to send the email for weeks; had prepared my cover letter, synopsis
and chapters; gone through it all with a fine-tooth comb, and had others double
check everything for me, but still, that pause before pressing send was
excruciating! I have done it- I have sent my first ever query to an agent- my
dream agent- and I know the wait will be long and I know the chances of being
noticed by the agent is slim, but I am proud that I am finally summoning the
courage within me to do things I have always dreamed of but never dared.
I know not to put all my eggs in one basket. I will send to
more agents. I know the general recommendation is to send to half a dozen to a
dozen, but I just thought for now, for this momentous occasion, I would send to
just one (the one I would love to work with the most) and then will start
working more strategically through my list. I think I just needed to get over
that hurdle of sending my first ever query, and hopefully I will be pressing
that “send” button much more confidently for the rest.
Fingers crossed!
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